Dan (notunique) wrote,

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The autopsy song...

A lot of things became apparent to me this weekend. It was one of heartbreak, tribulations, joy, sadness and every other emotion a person could possibilly feel...sometimes it was all too much to take...There is a hole in my heart and it grows larger by the day..eating away and anything which gives life to these veins...

"I'd like to take you down, and show you
deep inside, my life my inner workin
so smell and lack of inner pride,
to touch upon the surface, is not for
what it seems, I take away
my problems, but only in my dreams.
I think I'd rather crucify then learn"

I dont know what i feel...i cant pinpoint a word to describe how i feel...it would not encapsulate any true meaning...i dont even know if i have any emotions left to describe..there is only one thing left and that is to decay from the inside out until there is nothing left but a shadow of a person that once was..the solution to a paradox lies within a dischord..

"I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt"
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